When Trust is Tough

 

“In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace.” Ephesians 1:7

        Have you ever found yourself in a spot where trust is tough? I find myself in that spot today. Just a quick – not looking for help or pity – to synopsize. I became totally disabled in 2004 after fighting to hold down a job after contracting Lyme disease in 2001. I was single at the time and the government was helping with the cost of my medications. Then in 2010 I met Rick and we got married.

Recently, I got a note from Social Security letting me know that (because of my age) I was being switched to regular social security and being dropped from the additional financial help because I got married and our joint income is $10K over the threshold. Just one of my medications has gone from a $10 copay to over $120 copay per month. I take 6 daily medications, the one just referenced is my insulin. Had I stayed single and lived with Rick nothing would have changed.

I know God’s will and I trust in His providence but facing an inability to afford my diabetic medications is tough. Yet, I WILL TRUST but, today, it’s tough!

Lord, I know You will provide but sometimes it is tough… like today! Yet, I know You are faithful to Your promises and, this too is under Your umbrella of care for Your children! May we all TRUST You even when it is tough!

 

Unless noted, scripture is NIV ©1984 Int’l Bible Society

Hugs +/or ChIPS ©3/05 Eleanor J. Gale-Boone

Ministry website: www.asistershugs.org

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2 thoughts on “When Trust is Tough

  1. I am also going through a time of testing and having a difficult time trusting. I’m also completely disabled, and sometimes I feel so out of control of so many things. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I found it to be comforting.

    • I’m glad the words helped! I know we can trust… God never lets us down! Sometimes I believe we can be too hard on ourselves. God allowed Jacob to wrestle with Him and then gave Jacob a vision of Heaven! I will be blessed to add you to my prayers list and know God is with you!

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